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[Sunday April 12th, 2009 6:23pm] [ mood | energetic ] we mix our own mythologies. we push them out through PA systems. we dictate our doxologies and try to get sleeping kids to sit up and listen. i'm not saying we could save you. but we could put you in a place where you could save yourself. if you don't get born again at least you'll get high as hell. CMNT

[Sunday April 12th, 2009 1:57am] [ mood | amused ] i swear, if i could take this knife out of my back, i would. but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you, i dont think it would do any good. now I realize, the cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes and awkward frame was calling the shots. and I was left depleted, grinning like a retard who thought you were there, when you'd retreated.. CMNT

[Saturday April 11th, 2009 2:56pm] [ mood | peaceful ] so honestly how could you say those things when you know they dont mean a thing, and you know very well i cant keep my hands to myself. CMNT

[Friday April 10th, 2009 9:26am] [ mood | awake ] my dreams are infected with words you used to say... CMNT

[Thursday April 9th, 2009 12:07pm] [ mood | contemplative ] i'd do anything for a part two, or to be praying for the day you come back to me, saying that you forgive me give me another chance, i'm needing it like a kidney CMNT

[Tuesday April 7th, 2009 3:45pm] [ mood | frustrated ] everyone's caught on to everything you do everyone's caught on to you. as if it happening wasnt enough, i gotta go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked. ignore the sun, covers over my head. wrote a message on my pillow "jessie just stay asleep in bed." CMNT

[Thursday April 2nd, 2009 7:19pm] [ mood | bored ] how you turned my world, you precious thing you starve and near exhaust me everything i've done, i've done for you i move the stars for no one your eyes can be so cruel just as I can be so cruel CMNT

[Thursday April 2nd, 2009 7:42am] [ mood | awake ] i havent slept more than 6 hours in 3 days. when i fall asleep i cant stay asleep for more than 2 hours. what the fuck is wrong with me? i dont even feel tired. CMNT

[Thursday April 2nd, 2009 6:04am] you tried loving but i guess you could not love me... CMNT

[Monday March 30th, 2009 1:57am] you speak of my love like you have experienced love like mine before... CMNT

[Monday March 30th, 2009 1:32am] i drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door. i've had you so many times but somehow i want more. tap on my window, knock on my door. i want to make you feel beautiful. CMNT

[Sunday March 29th, 2009 10:43pm] i see the emotion in your eyes that you try not to show we get the closest when you high or you drunk or you blow... CMNT

[Sunday March 29th, 2009 5:43pm] [ mood | lazy ] if they aint gonna treat you right, then I aint gonna treat you wrong thats my word and she done heard so many lies she dont know what's true or not shorty like a valet service I swear she been through a lot. but I put her car in park and never let her cry alone I listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song ♥ ♥ ♥ CMNT

[Friday March 27th, 2009 3:46am] her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you. she tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, and she cut your hair and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah... CMNT

[Thursday March 19th, 2009 7:20am] [ mood | indifferent ] when I packed my bags you ain't even look at me tears rolling, eyes swollen, you ain't even look at me now baby this ain't how its supposed to be can't you see you broke your promise and you took whats left of me I know I messed up but I confessed up you was the best but you decided to just let up... CMNT

[Sunday March 15th, 2009 2:59am] [ mood | creative ] poem just written. Our Last Summer© my love lies in the summer heat, the warm sand to our wet feet. with your arms wrapped around me, listeing to the oceans soft melody. your hands to my hips, the salt on your lips. my heart lies in the summer heat, our peaceful august retreat. hands entwined and into the blue, my entire existence belonging to you. to breathe you in, to taste your skin. my soul lies in the summer heat, our initials in the wet concrete. if one day you hope to find me, i will be waiting by the sea the atlantic tide where we collide. CMNT

[Sunday March 15th, 2009 1:37am] you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened - or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. CMNT

[Sunday March 15th, 2009 12:48am] [ mood | peaceful ] a long night means a fist fight against your pillow and my pearly whites I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees. CMNT

[Thursday March 12th, 2009 3:13pm] IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN WALL-E YET, WATCH IT!! BEST MOVIE <333 CMNT

[Thursday March 12th, 2009 3:08pm] [ mood | devious ] [[ i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions ]] CMNT

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